It's not the same as her confession to Marcoulf, an explanation as to why drunkenness made her panic (The sun was too bright, he said-) It's not the same as speaking to Inessa and dancing around the realities, giving a suggestion of truth without telling the tale of it. It's worse but not as bad all at once, and Six is ashamed of herself for still feeling this way, for allowing it to cause her harm and pain, even now, so far into her own self-made future.
Shaking her head, she purses her lips. ]
It is not something that you are required to deal with. If necessary, I will work out a way to keep distance.
[ It's not his fight to shoulder, she thinks, and he has been nothing but polite to her, healing her when her own magics had been taken from her. She shakes her head again. ]
I - [ A pause, as if trying to find the right words. ] - I have unpleasant memories and you are similar enough to him that my mind plays tricks. I will deal with it, and I will make sure you are not harmed again. You have my word.
a heart blur is what u do to me
It's not the same as her confession to Marcoulf, an explanation as to why drunkenness made her panic (The sun was too bright, he said-) It's not the same as speaking to Inessa and dancing around the realities, giving a suggestion of truth without telling the tale of it. It's worse but not as bad all at once, and Six is ashamed of herself for still feeling this way, for allowing it to cause her harm and pain, even now, so far into her own self-made future.
Shaking her head, she purses her lips. ]
It is not something that you are required to deal with. If necessary, I will work out a way to keep distance.
[ It's not his fight to shoulder, she thinks, and he has been nothing but polite to her, healing her when her own magics had been taken from her. She shakes her head again. ]
I - [ A pause, as if trying to find the right words. ] - I have unpleasant memories and you are similar enough to him that my mind plays tricks. I will deal with it, and I will make sure you are not harmed again. You have my word.