It ought to feel like a beginning, too. Potential. The start of something new. It doesn't feel like that at all.
(Would it be kinder to end it here? Braver? More cowardly? Fingers cling stubborn to twisted sheets, and he imagines his skin would hurt less to peel away just now.) ]
I want to figure that out. Only-- not by running from him again. That is all.
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It ought to feel like a beginning, too. Potential. The start of something new. It doesn't feel like that at all.
(Would it be kinder to end it here? Braver? More cowardly? Fingers cling stubborn to twisted sheets, and he imagines his skin would hurt less to peel away just now.) ]
I want to figure that out. Only-- not by running from him again. That is all.